One thing they don't tell you
is that Chemo's pretty shite
If they did no one would do it
and there'd never be the fight
at least not one where poison
is pumped into your body
followed by three weeks of drugs
insidious and shoddy
And yet still here with cancer
it's a choice which must remain
as you're always in the driving seat
and the most to lose or gain
I made the choice to leave it
two infusions; six weeks in
as it took away the best of me
stopped me being; stopped my grin
March 13, 2024
Work in Progress
February 29, 2024
I am the one in four revisited
I am the one in four
leaping through the years
my letters match my value
unique, so it appears
I'm the plus-one to the three six five
my invitation rare
tagged on as February twenty-nine
a tetrad seldom there.
December 26, 2023
Christmas day music
Christmas day music, boiler room classics
rhythm into the night
The sound so cathartic
Healing me there
Loud and uplifting and bright
December 11, 2023
Two paths
There were two paths in front of me
I could have taken with my pen
In the small hours of quiet and still
when silence reigns and when
both would have served an eloquence
and given substance to the prose
But one was bright, the other dull
so it was the former that I chose
For though an honesty in words
I need in these raw times
when faced with choice of paths to take
it's to the brighter I'm inclined
November 29, 2023
Better than a poke in the eye
Since my diagnosis my humour's got dark so no apologies here But today in Oncology I asked of the Doc to make things perfectly clear "If I don't have Chemo it's three months at most with no more summers for me but with it, quite possibly, twelve months or more though of course, there's no guarantee!" She nodded at that, concern at the truth as I struggled in vain not to cry But then gave a wry smirk as I thanked her and said That it was better than a poke in the eye!
November 4, 2023
Innovation writing
Gold watch a misnomer, none of that here But I did get a pen to bring me some cheer 'Innovation' - a hybrid - it writes like a dream a fountain/cross roller (if you get what I mean) My choice on retirement to remember them by an extravagance yes, but boy does this fly a pen like no other that I've ever had which I'll use as a writer - it won't be a fad Proof of pudding right here as I write these lines down with a black and gold dream to dispel any frown
June 21, 2023
Solstice III
Once again the longest day Solstice mystery endowed as pilgrims gather on the hills to sing the ancient song aloud June twenty-first in summertime the jubilant throng proclaim lambasting solstice to the fore and calling out its name
February 10, 2022
Four
4 of 7 in the ‘Seven Haikus 22 series’ from Jemverse
I'll write a haiku most days to capture what life shows me of itself
February 6, 2022
Underneath Blackfriars Bridge
Perched on railings on Southbank herring gulls they gather with an interloper in between absorbing all the blather He really doesn't mind of course although the language of the others is hard sometimes to understand he regards them as his brothers Underneath Blackfriars Bridge they wait beside the Thames resting from a day of flight these feathered seagull friends
December 19, 2021
Lamp stand lovely
Bought a new lampshade it's small and petite but on the old lamp stand it looks nice and sweet The lamp stand we've had two score years and some since we were first wed and the two became one
October 15, 2021
Charmouth Jurassic
No.5 in the Jemverse series ‘Down in Dorset’
So we wandered down to Charmouth beside the River Char bathed in October sunshine with views spectacular around about three miles so it didn't take us long and it was really rather warm as the sunshine was quite strong
October 12, 2021
Courthouse Farm
No.2 in the Jemverse series ‘Down in Dorset’
In Whitchurch Canonicorum here at Courthouse Farm we six came for adventure in a big converted barn Deep in the Dorset countryside but not far from the coast for a week of fun and frolics of which we'll make the most
October 9, 2021
Travelling again
Last week I braved the train because I had to and it wasn't all that nice seemed the people had forgotten and were content to pay the price But today was a different matter and I felt more at ease travelling in for pleasure with just myself to please
October 3, 2021
It rained
It rained and then it rained some more and the more it rained the more I saw as water trickled here and there and got in almost everywhere
September 12, 2021
September sun heat
September sun heat no denial of fact twenty-five degrees celsius attesting to that So it was back to the beach to sit in the sun at Saturday teatime til evening was come
August 13, 2021
A Senior Sex Limerick
July 21, 2021
A National Hot Dog Day Limerick
July 18, 2021
Anticipation (revisited)
7 of 10 in the Jemverse series ‘Summer 21’
There are moments in soft summer days when a whisper to the world is all that’s needed when I wake and the morning is unfurled The sweet refrain of birdsong there as the sunshine filters through is enough for me to welcome another day of something new Anticipation breathes content there’s a promise with the sun and I venture out with purpose as though my life had just begun
July 1, 2021
Beginning XI
11 of 12 in the ’12 months IV’ series from Jemverse
July the first and summer continues warming up just a tad I presume Cos with May the rain in bucketloads came which continued cool into June
June 21, 2021
Trees have feelings too
A tree jumped out as I walked by surprise upon its face I laughed and smile right back at him as I passed close by his space He seemed quite pleased to see me when the shock had passed away so we had a conversation on this lovely sunny day He said it was polite of me to stop and give him time as most just passed and never paused which borders on a crime
June 20, 2021
And then came the rain
And then came the rain close after the sun a deluge which lasted for days on the run The gardeners and farmers were over the moon but all the sunbathers said it was too soon For the weatherman said that the heatwave would last but all of a sudden it's forgotten and past
May 21, 2021
A Trump Will Flip Limerick…like a pancake cook at IHOP
HUFFPOST 5/20/201
Michael Cohen, former personal attorney and “fixer” to Donald Trump, delivered a blunt warning Wednesday to the former president’s closest associates and even his own family.
“I think Donald Trump is going to flip on all of them,” he warned, “including his children.”
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May 13, 2021
Points of Departure
Down on the docks this evening as the day turned into night we had the special privilege of a truly lovely sight Part of the Brighton Festival an experience to share called 'Points of Departure' to entertain us there
May 12, 2021