Posts tagged ‘suicide ideation’

October 26, 2019

-25.10.19_00:25-

by dokurtybitz

Wanting to end it all
Finish struggling

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September 21, 2019

-20.09.19_02:09-

by dokurtybitz


It’s a whisper,
soft or Loud

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September 5, 2019

-29.08.19_22:45-

by dokurtybitz

She was the first

Who I felt understood

How broken we can be

Inside,

She showed me

That the rest of the world can’t understand

Because they’ve never looked at the knife

Quite the same way,

She’s the first

Who showed me there is a way out

Even if we stumble

Time and time again.

 

September Song Project

*note, the link does lead to a sometimes NSFW site who is hosting a September Song Project, to use songs to show changes in life that I am currently participating in- DokUrtybitz

July 2, 2019

-27.06.19_01:58-

by dokurtybitz

I woke up
Went through the motions

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February 28, 2019

-26.02.19_23:43-

by dokurtybitz

Watching my hand
Bright sliver firmly grasped

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October 3, 2018

-30.09.18_01:31-

by dokurtybitz
I smoke to avoid
Dwelling on the thought,

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September 24, 2018

-23.09.18_11:26-

by dokurtybitz

Chain smoking,
Trying to hide from the

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August 27, 2018

-25.08.18_01:07-

by dokurtybitz

It’s seductive the manic
Run

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August 24, 2018

-23.08.18_00:26-

by dokurtybitz

Angry, Grumpy cat
Goes to

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July 31, 2018

-30.07.18_22:50-

by dokurtybitz

what's in your head
Crash and rage,

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May 2, 2018

-30.04.18_23:52-

by dokurtybitz

You brood in isolation
Wanting interaction

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April 29, 2018

-27.04.18_18:46-

by dokurtybitz

Some like to play
But for me

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April 9, 2018

-09.04.18_11:58-

by dokurtybitz

Wallowing in the muck
Black filth of my depression

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February 15, 2018

-14.02.18_00:31-

by dokurtybitz

Black fleshy corridors
Echoing with hate

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January 9, 2018

-09.01.18_09:02-

by dokurtybitz

It whispers to me
From the darkness,
You’re not worthy
No one loves you
You should end it all
Now,
Haltingly, I whisper back
Not today fucker
Not today.