-22.12.19_14:25-

I have to go out
But I just feel like smoking

-19.11.19_23:58-

Circling around,
Finger tracing the swirl

-04.09.19_01:27-

*NOTE- the first video contains images of squirming bugs if you’re triggered/squeamish about them I suggest listening without watching or searching for another version of the songs

 

My brain oscillates

Manic to Depressed,

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-21.04.19_01:47-

The body is tired,
My mind will not stop,

-16.04.19_23:09-

Skittering little insects
Race around in my skull

-01.04.19_00:22-

Flipped back,

Hunger ignited, the need, slick hand

-19.02.19_22:28-

Blood throbs
In time with the fist
Cracking on bone,
The scene swirls
Around in my head
Rage-reaction
To the gas lighting attempt,
Barely restrained,
Green monster wants
Out.

-12.02.19_01:05-

The words get lost

In the maelstrom of noise

-16.01.19_00:04-

Ridden by it
Thoughts never cease
Carooming around
Inside my skull
Churning the butterflies
Alive in my gut.
Try to be logical,
To make a plan,
Taking some action,
All I have to show
Is naught,
That’s a nitro burst
For my stress.

-13.01.19_01:30-

Zooming along

In the dark,

Reeling and overloaded,

Images flash before my eyes

Open or shut

I see them still,

Never settling,

Circling around,

Until I crash

Into tomorrow.

-23.10.18_02:21-

Some days, it’s too much

-22.10.18_22:41-

It’s hot,
Cooled only by spattered blood

-22.10.18_02:40-

It keeps on running
Off switch,

-18.10.18_22:03-

I miss your arms around me
Holding me safe

-23.09.18_11:26-

Chain smoking,
Trying to hide from the

-22.09.18_18:42-

My thoughts are like
Water rushing and bouncing

-09.09.18_20:08-

Depressed, uncaring,

-08.09.18_21:39-

Whispering to me
My voice inside

-07.09.18_22:14-

Off in my corner

-31.08.18_01:42-

Standing on the edge,
Moving steadily forwards,

-25.08.18_01:07-

It’s seductive the manic
Run

-23.08.18_00:26-

Angry, Grumpy cat
Goes to

-19.08.18_10:03-

When it’s been but a day
The water is green

-30.07.18_22:50-

Crash and rage,

-24.07.19_22:55-

Gateway to my soul

-08.07.18_09:15-

Coiled, ready to spring
Thoughts

-03.07.18_01:48-

Bouncing
While I run in place,

-14.06.18_21:17-

It’s heavy, the load