Posts tagged ‘bipolar life’

April 9, 2018

-09.04.18_11:58-

by dokurtybitz

Wallowing in the muck
Black filth of my depression

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April 5, 2018

-04.04.18_13:10-

by dokurtybitz

Disconnected,
Wrapped in thick glass

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March 24, 2018

-23.03.18_21:12-

by dokurtybitz

Manic rage
Vibrating the nerves

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February 24, 2018

-21.02.18_23:18-

by dokurtybitz

The pendulum cycle
Tips get quite extreme

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February 24, 2018

-21.02.18_22:58-

by dokurtybitz

Losing track
What day it was today,

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February 21, 2018

-20.02.18_20:51-

by dokurtybitz

I can not write now

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February 15, 2018

-15.02.18_01:42-

by dokurtybitz

Up down
Flip around

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February 15, 2018

-14.02.18_00:31-

by dokurtybitz

Black fleshy corridors
Echoing with hate

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February 5, 2018

-04.02.18_10:56-

by dokurtybitz

Fucked up sleep
But somewhat rested
First big hit
And the trippy mind/body floats
Starting a Sunday morning
A few minutes
To be a lazy bum
Before the planned activities
Begun.

And now the moment is passed,
Begin!

January 24, 2018

-23.01.18_01:03-

by dokurtybitz

Thundering beat
Demanding blood

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January 20, 2018

-20.01.18_15:33-

by dokurtybitz

Fish heads
Lying on the wall

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January 9, 2018

-09.01.18_09:02-

by dokurtybitz

It whispers to me
From the darkness,
You’re not worthy
No one loves you
You should end it all
Now,
Haltingly, I whisper back
Not today fucker
Not today.

December 21, 2017

Poetic Junkies

by Bipolar Opposites

Original KYLE T. DIBERT, DECEMBER 20th, 2017:

…shooting up the veins of the heart city, – a hundred miles an hour – as a a good junkie does well, and I can tell, that, despite admiration, I am fated for hell & yet oh well I don’t mind where all the ground fell while I was staring up at you through this miraculous well, and you were bankrupt before you decided to sell, and at your coffin, coughing casualties at commiserating children kissing flowers, praying by the hour, to not tower thus so high that one falls and usurps vitality, – power which dwindles stale & dwindles thus more sour; as if in high

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December 20, 2017

-19.12.17_00:22-

by dokurtybitz

A pool of silence

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December 15, 2017

-14.12.17_01:23-

by dokurtybitz

I just can’t Stop,
Thinking & looking & smoking,

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October 27, 2017

-26.10.17_00:27-

by dokurtybitz

Cracked out hamster
Running on his wheel,

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October 21, 2017

-20.10.17_14:14-

by dokurtybitz

Knife, rope or pill,
The ways my disease

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September 29, 2017

-27.09.17_00:22-

by dokurtybitz

She smiles
And it’s all ok,

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September 23, 2017

The Hard Way

by Angela Umphers Rueger

Another school year has begun. It follows days and weeks of fun,
But not for me.

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September 22, 2017

-22.09.17_03:18-

by dokurtybitz

I was reading Tolkien
That night too,

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September 22, 2017

-22.09.17_03:14-

by dokurtybitz

The fabric of time breathes
Pulling us this way

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September 22, 2017

-21.09.17_02:43-

by dokurtybitz

Bang along
Eluding sleep’s sweet grasp

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August 31, 2017

-30.08.17_22:15-

by dokurtybitz

Irritable,
Lashing out,

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August 20, 2017

-17.08.17_15:07-

by dokurtybitz

It whispers it’s lies
An incessant barrage

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August 20, 2017

-17.08.17_14:40-

by dokurtybitz

I wallow and force myself
To go on

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August 20, 2017

-13.08.17_21:09-

by dokurtybitz

Unexpected news
Without a direct connection

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August 20, 2017

-09.08.17_09:14-

by dokurtybitz

I tug my hair
Wanting it to be

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July 23, 2017

-19.07.18_23:16-

by dokurtybitz

Fade away
Disappear,

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