Wanting to end it all
Finish struggling
Cease aching
Absence of thinking,
Permanent vacation
From daily life
A one-way ticket
Out.
Too much disappointment
Too damn easy
Too much the lie
For me to give
In.
Wrap the blankets,
Cover and huddle
Sleep,
My brain will change soon
I just have to survive
The now.
I can make it through the
Now.