Amid the foliage and BrownsOf life’s ups and downs
Past the vibrancy
Of yesterday’s toil
In vacant bar rooms,
In absent minds
Like the heroes of a
forgotten cause—
the lost generation
Listlessly muttering by-gone
Aspirations for the new age;
which, fled like the living
Escaping their end
They ring, talking, sparkling—
saying over and over “This time we’ve
really found Something!”
It’s all bleak, loud; it’s all miserable!
For every nail in the structure ,
The weaker—the weaker we all become like the beaches of erosion
The Universe must know we don’t know
a damned Thing
And still, we wander aimlessly like speech
crossed in a stupor
What are we all
Waiting for, you might ask…
to be entertained, but none of us are
amused
The light of days hits us like
A strike of ethereal force
But the winds of change brush us
off the course
Just drifters in the night
Always waiting for something
To make us feel—
To allows us to feel the feeling of feeling
real!
In all reality, to be here, now
Is to smile in the face of
Encumbering fear
I am afraid; I am afraid I am
alone
On a planet of billions
We’re all loud and sad
Screaming at the stars which cloud
And mask the thorns of beauty
It’s a lie like we are free on
Fourth of July
I’ve heard this feeling
Being expressed aloud
By the coward in the brush
The coward of the Crowd
Though, he know not what he sang
From inside,
Of that which rang
Like the telephone…
Belting, belting, belting
“This time we have found Something!”
Alas, the day has passed when
The wars were fought,
Crooks caught, when freedom
Was surely sought
The animosity lays thick, like
The coating of encumbering
Smog, which silently sways
Between the towers
Choking us at our final
Hour
Nightmares are realities;
And freedom is an illusion
It is the noise
Of our entire lives
The belligerent youth
Doesn’t understand
But I’ve heard it
At soirées, dinner parties
the like
Ever since the towers
Came crashing to the ground
The chimes of freedom no longer
Made a sound
The jokes of today elicit
A frown
Or another round
I stepped back, and
Turned my cheek;
It’ll never be found—
Discovered when the universe
Eats the sun, and we explode
Into the unconscious formula
Of everything, where we by now know
Nothing again,
But
We are the ambivalent center of
The Universe once more.
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