I held out my hand to you the other day,
you bit it off and threw it away.
I tried to phone you, I had things I needed to know .
I begged for answers you just said NO!
I laid my heart bare the cut sharp and clean
you walk right by me, right through my blood as if you had not seen.
On the bed myself I laid bare you did not show,
you just didn’t care.
I wore white make up and blacked my hair.
As I walked in you just gave me that withering stare.
I walked a mile in bare feet
and sat for hours on your street
I begged and begged but you would not meet.
I sent you messages of un-dying love,
dropped red rose petals on you from above.
I lost weight I starved myself I change my image a thousand times ,
committed several minor crimes.
What ever I did you did not want me,
you said you would never be mine.
I did my best even proposed on bended knee,
you just walk out of the restaurant and made a fool of me.
I just don’t know what to do
I just need a little nod from you.
Finally I took the hint. I cut my throat and bled to death in your car.
At last I thought, I will get your attention.
All you said was “stupid bitch this time she has gone too far.”
You walked away and ordered a valet of your car.