Stalker or Unloved

I held out my hand to you the other day,

you bit it off and threw it away.

I tried to phone you, I had things I needed to know .

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I begged for answers you just said NO!

I laid my heart bare the cut sharp and clean

you walk right by me, right through my blood as if you had not seen.

On the bed myself I laid  bare you did not show,

you just didn’t care.

I wore white make up and blacked my hair.

As I walked in you just gave me that withering stare.

I walked a mile in bare feet

and sat for hours on your street

I begged and begged but you would not meet.

I sent you messages of un-dying love,

dropped red rose petals on you from above.

I lost weight I starved myself I change my image a thousand times ,

committed several minor crimes.

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What ever I did you did not want me,

you said you would never be mine.

I did my best even proposed on bended knee,

you just walk out of the restaurant and made a fool of me.

I just don’t know what to do

I just need a little nod from you.

Finally I took the hint. I cut my throat and bled to death in your car.

At last I thought, I will get your attention.

All you said  was “stupid bitch this time she has gone too far.”

You walked away and ordered a valet of your car.

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