From my window, I watch your large hands work.
I sigh, putting the flowers in water.
They smell better than the meatloaf.
Your buss leaves behind the smell of saliva and ketchup.
As you bury the trowel,
In an old dis-remembered chest.
Those that harbor the wallpaper,
Of white colored flesh.
The gentle motion of my hand,
Rising slowly with each breath.
I skim my lower lip against the back of your arm.
At peace with your dreams,
And your frail sleep-like state.
I, with my muted memories.
That fog up my windows,
Like old lovers on a cool winters night.
It could almost be a fairy tale,
I just canβt.
Let.
My.
Hair.
Down.
Yet.